Friday, April 22, 2005


....[*[fictional self]*]....

TITLE: THE FICTIONAL SELF
What do we really know about ourselves? Do you believe that the self is a natural metaphysical representation of who you really are? Do you really believe that there is such a thing as self-discovery? Why do we use the word discovery? Is it because our "self" is a hidden part of us that needs to be realized? Is it there all along?
I believe it isn’t so.. why did I call it a fiction? I believe that who we are is a text written and rewritten from moment to moment according to the demands of the society. Who we are is who we choose to be. Am I making any sense? I don’t accept reasons such as "YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM BECAUSE THIS IS ME!" No.. there is no such as thing as a natural you! All of the descriptions of ourselves are scripts we have to act out. Ourselves is just a product of what the society dictates to us. We are creations of the cultures by which we choose to live. How can I say that? Consider this… you can write an autobiography of yourself today and describe everything about you.. however… after one or more years, you’ll write an autobiography of you again with a completely different description of you… why? Because you realized that you don’t like your former self that’s why you created and wrote another one according to your liking at the moment.

Note: sorry folks, this essay isn’t polished and it isn’t even complete yet! Hope you’ll forgive some errors.. ^^ as for the contents.. blame it on me being a Nietzschean! XD



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these are some of my favorite songs.. more songs to be uploaded soon..

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made the doll in such a way that it looked sorta like me.. plus the pink outfit.. gah! Meet my counterpart.. PORKY! ^^

Name: Rosalin Angeli C. Merez

Age: 19

School: UP Diliman

Course: CommRes ^^

Hobbies: Drawing, singing, PLAYING RPGs (you know, the ff series, and yeah! online games! woohoo! hooray for ragnarok!), collecting anime and cutesy stuffs, shoes.. lots of em, cosplaying, instrument: piano, tinkering weblayouts, fanfic writing

Loves

meowmeow! pink.. chocolates (ESP. Cadbury Hazelnuts).. almost anything.. lolz jk! well..the best way to bribe me is through my stomach and sweet tooth XD

Hates

posers, people who think they're high and mighty, backstabbers, gooey stuffs, blood and gore

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sorceress_ran@yahoo.com

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