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Wednesday, September 13, 2006 ....[*[while you were sleeping]*]....
Last night was one of the weirdest but definitely an eye opener night for me... all it took for me to realize something is a sleepless night with no one to talk to and nothing else to do... I sat down for a loooong time and stared at the wall (and the wall stared back too)... that's when I felt a wave of sadness rushing over me.. hahah.. I didn't know that I am a sad person overall; maybe too much work and other things I'm doing made me suppress all the feelings which will not help me in any way.. (i hate emo moments T_T) now what's the catch here? I can't control it.. lonely moments like this one (since sisteena and bluesonnet are sleeping) make me sit back and feel sad.. which is why i decided to update my journal... to kill time.. i realized all the things i took for granted and the things i'm doing now.. i don't want to regret anything because I did everything in my own free will, which means no room for lame excuses.. --__-- but realizing something doesn't mean that I know what i'll be doing next... hahah.. in fact realization led to a chain of more confusions and confounding problems which i didn't recognize beforehand.. I guess i'll just wait and see.. who knows.. this might just be a passing frenzy state of a bored little lost girl. in the meantime.. i'll just have to concentrate on something concrete... of something which is definitely sure to happen... l'arc event! must memorize songs.. i hope you guys are going! :) see yah there! :D
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Music
these are some of my favorite songs.. more songs to be uploaded soon..
The Webmistress
made the doll in such a way that it looked sorta like me.. plus the pink outfit.. gah! Meet my counterpart.. PORKY! ^^ Name: Rosalin Angeli C. Merez Age: 19 School: UP Diliman Course: CommRes ^^ Hobbies: Drawing, singing, PLAYING RPGs (you know, the ff series, and yeah! online games! woohoo! hooray for ragnarok!), collecting anime and cutesy stuffs, shoes.. lots of em, cosplaying, instrument: piano, tinkering weblayouts, fanfic writing Loves meowmeow! pink.. chocolates (ESP. Cadbury Hazelnuts).. almost anything.. lolz jk! well..the best way to bribe me is through my stomach and sweet tooth XD Hates posers, people who think they're high and mighty, backstabbers, gooey stuffs, blood and gore sorceress_ran@yahoo.com That's about it I guess... (for now..)
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