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Saturday, January 20, 2007

....[*[The other side of the Coin]*]....

It has been a while since I last posted an entry.. ack XD many things have happened and I don’t really know what to blog about anymore :D this thing will prolly turn into a rant board.. which I don’t wanna happen.. lol

Anyway.. In my old blog, whenever I don’t have anything to write about.. I do this:

Look for something then write about it :D sometimes, a bored person’s post is worth reading… SOMETIMES.

The law of Karma. Amen to that.

I used to tell him.. "there are things you have to find out for yourself",
"you should have figured it out by now",
"the answer is floating right in your face but you can't grasp it because you don't really want to see it"
"I'm waiting for you to ask about it, but then again, you're too proud to ask about it and too insensitive to feel it"

Then, he'd always tell me:
"Hindi ako manghuhula! Hindi lahat ng bagay nalalaman kung hindi sinasabi!"

I always.. ALWAYS speak in vague terms.. I used to think that a person will appreciate what he will learn when he finds it out for himself.. then again, I didn't know that I was being cruel.
Now, judging from what I am experiencing now... that was awfully hard.. I didn't know that being faced with that same conversation with me saying the other line would be so goddamn frustrating.

I didn't know. I guess they were right after all. You were misunderstood. And its quite unacceptable that I have to experience it first before I was able to understand. It makes my head ache just thinking that I realized it a little too late.

I'm Sorry.

Ran 9:23 AM

Music

these are some of my favorite songs.. more songs to be uploaded soon..

The Webmistress

made the doll in such a way that it looked sorta like me.. plus the pink outfit.. gah! Meet my counterpart.. PORKY! ^^

Name: Rosalin Angeli C. Merez

Age: 19

School: UP Diliman

Course: CommRes ^^

Hobbies: Drawing, singing, PLAYING RPGs (you know, the ff series, and yeah! online games! woohoo! hooray for ragnarok!), collecting anime and cutesy stuffs, shoes.. lots of em, cosplaying, instrument: piano, tinkering weblayouts, fanfic writing

Loves

meowmeow! pink.. chocolates (ESP. Cadbury Hazelnuts).. almost anything.. lolz jk! well..the best way to bribe me is through my stomach and sweet tooth XD

Hates

posers, people who think they're high and mighty, backstabbers, gooey stuffs, blood and gore

Email

sorceress_ran@yahoo.com

That's about it I guess... (for now..)

err yeah.. please visit my DA too! look for the link below.. thanks!

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