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Monday, November 21, 2005

....[*[Some thoughts]*]....

I finally got all three of my costumes today.. and just like i have said before.. I wasn't disappointed.. they were all done very well! anyway.. i'll be going as Tomoyo Hime on saturday so I hope I'll see yah there! XD

I can't sleep early nowadays.. usually.. i'll still be up and jumpy until 4:00 AM! what the hell is wrong with me? is this a sign of stress? insomnia? oh well... if this continues.. i'll be in a big heap of trouble.

I'm happy coz mom agreed to pay for my wig.. XD lolz.. i don't wanna cut my long hair coz some people always tell me that it is beautiful..ahahaha! anyway.. even if i don't cut it.. i still have some evil plans for it.. (should be accomplished by christmas break) XD

i'm stressed already coz most of my profs started giving piles of assignments and readings already.. gee.. too excited huh? i wanted to retain my status as a college scholar so i'm really trying my best to still cope up despite tons of extra curricular activities.. (given the fact that kAME Ulit is slated for saturday and Ff gathering will be next week - And last time we practiced.. our vocal chords were so stressed!) but hey.. i'm still human.. i can only take so much.. >_<

i am angry over some social climbing b***h who used me to achieve her evil plans. she got what she wanted.. to my expense! i didn't expect that coz she seemed kind enough to me.. (scheming a*****e!!)i hate you! and may you face oblivion and go to h**l! It is not my nature to curse but what she did was so unforgivable! plastic, backstabber, evil, manipulator, opportunist, trying hard.. that's what she is! never EVER show your face to me again! the nerve! (she still talks to me like nothing happened.. JEEZ!) what kind of a shit is she? i had a message for her in my abandoned blog but i wouldn't post it here coz i don't want to waste some space for her. she'll come across that message eventually..

anyway.. i'm really sorry for the kind of message or curses i postes! i only did that coz i was so angry and i needed some outlet.. XD thank you for understanding..

Sometimes when emotions are overwhelming, and you can't even tell it to someone close to you, you'll find someone who is ready to listen. Someone who doesn't even know you that well, and someone who can pretend they feel the same way even if they don't. But the story doesn't end there, they'll probe deeper… until you tell them your deepest anxiety and *poof* ….suddenly…. everything around you changes. coz they will definitely sell you out! so guys.. beware..

through that, i proved that "Experience is a hard teacher,because she gives the test first, then the lesson afterwards.."

Ran 2:48 AM

Music

these are some of my favorite songs.. more songs to be uploaded soon..

The Webmistress

made the doll in such a way that it looked sorta like me.. plus the pink outfit.. gah! Meet my counterpart.. PORKY! ^^

Name: Rosalin Angeli C. Merez

Age: 19

School: UP Diliman

Course: CommRes ^^

Hobbies: Drawing, singing, PLAYING RPGs (you know, the ff series, and yeah! online games! woohoo! hooray for ragnarok!), collecting anime and cutesy stuffs, shoes.. lots of em, cosplaying, instrument: piano, tinkering weblayouts, fanfic writing

Loves

meowmeow! pink.. chocolates (ESP. Cadbury Hazelnuts).. almost anything.. lolz jk! well..the best way to bribe me is through my stomach and sweet tooth XD

Hates

posers, people who think they're high and mighty, backstabbers, gooey stuffs, blood and gore

Email

sorceress_ran@yahoo.com

That's about it I guess... (for now..)

err yeah.. please visit my DA too! look for the link below.. thanks!

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