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Saturday, December 31, 2005 ....[*[Looking back]*]....
GUYS! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! It has been a great 2005 for me... new friends and new opportunities knocked.. being a tRANCE member... I've come to realize again my love for singing which was sort of buried already... Thanks to all those who became the instruments and for giving us the idea! lolz And for those with undying support.. we love you too! A big thanks to Ate Cheska who has always been there for us.. as our manager-san! and for being giving us all those cons and gigs! To Boom, Alex, Jonats and Earle for always being there! Suporting, clicking aways those cams and screaming! To Anne and Nice... thanks for everything.. we've been through bad-voice day, bad-trip day, coffee-day and all sorts of days! Keep those fanboys coming! heheh! And I know... practice mode again... so many gigs lined up for next year.. hope we could get through those! (i'll Bring loads of pei pa koa candies!) Thanks to my mom and dad for giving us everything we're whining for without any questions! We're not spoiled brats or anything... we're just loved too much! I promise that my status as a college scholar will be retained just so I could make you happy! Love you mom and dad! Thanks to my whiney-assed little brothers! lolz for keeping me updated with all the games, walkthroughs, cheatcodes.. lolz! and for just being there! you two can always make me smile without even trying! Thanks to my sis Patchie for ccoking for me! lolz for lending me her cellphone when i don't have any load.. and yeah.. for always being there... as our makeup artist! lolz luv yah sissypantz! Rayhan.. uh... for lending me your money always... heheh! and for helping me with my props! you're the best! To my blockmates... I'm thanking God coz we're always there to help each other when it comes to Measures of central tendency, varaiability, Anova, and all those crazy ideas they call Statistics.. I could have been in a mental hospital without all of you... Special thanks to Mama Wena and my buddy... Camicamz! And lastly.. to meowmeow! things have been tough this past few months... I just hope that we can get through it and i hope that you'll change as you have promised... thanks for doing most of my homeworks and errands... i don't know what could have happened if you weren't there for me! XD And yeah! Thanks for keeping this blog alive by visiting! the sitemeter doesn't lie folks! XD i love yah all! I'm glad that you're interested to see a part of my life! And i hope that you'll tag the next time you visit so that I'll know who you guys are. Thanks again ^^ To all my friends.. we've all lost contact! I'm still hoping that one day I'll receive a text from you guys telling me that we'll meet up in a nearby mall! Again... thanks for everything... hope we can all start anew! and Happy New Year to All!
Wednesday, December 28, 2005 ....[*[Fluffness]*]....
When love beckons to you follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions May wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams As the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth So is he for your pruning. The Prophet by Gibran Khalil Gibran One of those many verses that I love... I don't know but it got stuck to me for a while. Just when I thought that everything's perfect... but then.. fairytales don't always happen right? Sometimes we just had to wake up from a dream and may have to face reality. Like something I've written in one of my fics... I can't get near him... He's the Sun and I'm the Moon... the intensity of his glow was so bright and hot. He may not know it... but I always get burned. I tried to match the intensity; but in the end, it was a disaster. I am trying to be the good one you know... but it seemed like no matter how hard I try.. It's not always good enough... It's hard when that someone doesn't listen to you. They said that a flame doesn't die a natural death... it's always because one way or another... someone is at fault... both person should look after it in order to keep it burning. Does it have something to do with predictability?Does love really wither without surprise and amazement? I don't know... but one thing's for sure though... I still am not giving up. Someday, I'll be in that fairy tale land once again. Am I speaking in riddles? sorry can't help it...
Monday, December 26, 2005 ....[*[A late MERRY CHRISTMAS!]*]....
Belated Merry Christmas!!!! I was bent on posting here everyday but fanfics got in the way... plus I had anime marathons everyday! Talk about a couch potato.. I haven't even started on any of my assignments yet! I hate SPSS! and I don't wanna face it yet... hahahah! And yeah...finally! I was able to upload another chapter of my fanfic... plus a one shot on another series I've watched 5 years ago~! how was I able to do that? I dunno... it was just a spur of the moment idea I had... XD Anyway... I was so glad that I finally convinced mom and dad to buy a new PC.. and install a DSL... wah! (Finally!! we were just subscribed to Unlimited PLDT VIBE.. its so damn slow! im telling yah!) I'm going to hug them for the rest of the year... Now I know... constant puppy dog eyes method is effective! >_< I'm going to have my hair fixed tomorrow.. XD i dunno but this spunky hairstyle kinda got stuck to me and I wanted to sport that cool do! Major hair coloring though... anime/j rock inspired... I hope it pushes through... I'm still having second thoughts coz I love my long straight hair.. T-T *i might cry* lolz last time I wanted to have a permanent curl... I backed out and decided to buy iron curlers instead... what will I do now? buy a wig?? >_< ugh! Pls check my brother's deviantart account http://zidaneangelo.deviantart.com i'm telling yah! he's so good even if he's just a 13 year old kid! digital art is his forte.. mind you... he's drawing straight on MS Paint then he'll edit it on Ulead... (good ol reliable ULead!) so forgive some few mistakes. heheh I am currently crazy over PRINCE OF TENNIS! wah! I love Ryoma Echizen... so many bishies... I want to have the Seigaku jacket too! XD Hahahah! That's it again... just wanted to give you some updates... I'm currently working on another fic.. lolz... luv yah all! PS: My sitemeter tells me that so many people visit this blog... how come no one's tagging? lolz! please do.. so that I will know if something's wrong or out of place here. ^^ last time i checked.. the ratio is 100:1 , wahahah! just kiddin! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! (errr... in advance) ^_^ MWAH!
Monday, December 19, 2005 ....[*[AfterMath]*]....
Finally!!! vacation at last.. but not a real vacation anyway.. XD my professors gave tons of assignments as their "gifts" for christmas coz they're so generous... >_< Just came from ozine fest yesterday.. it was a nice event for me.. although the space was quite small.. I had to stay at the 2nd floor coz there's no space to walk downstairs.. I definitely learned how to walk sideways because of my headpiece! wahahah! XD I met some people who had my blood boiling for a while. One person had my blood boiling for ages already... (well since AME event last year - last yr okie? ) err... i just wanna say this thing to "that" person... "ang yabang mo dude!" just because people think you're great doesn't mean that you can go around with your head floating high above the sky and trying to show others that they're nothing. (just wanna take it off my chest.. coz i don't wanna dwell on it! after I post this.. I will no longer talk about that person.. from now on.. "that" person will just be an invisible "entity" for me! >_<) Moving on.. I wasn't able to join the karaoke contest yesterday coz it was already too late.. the registration was closed when I arrived... too bad for me! Then again.. CONGRATULATIONS to TRANCE member.. Ann-chan for winning third place in the karaoke contest!!!! (considering that someone took her song already.. so she opted to sing our song.. "Tsubasa" without any practice!) waaaaahhh! galing nating lahat!!! even though Nice-chan didn't win.. I sure heard someone had said "wow! parang singer talaga!" weeee! ike ike TRANCE! Kyaaaa! I will soon upload the pics from Ozine.. but my laptop was kinda busted.. (my sister dropped it somewhere.. XD the LCD had to be replaced so I had to wait.. I left the software cd somewhere for my digicam so I can't upload the pics in our PC.. wah! (i have no memory card reader yet) ---> here's the deal.. pictures from my digicam cannot be transferred on the pc without the easy share software.. lolz.. and I thought it was supposed to be an easy share.. wahahah! (well.. it does made the process of transferring faster and the software was excellent.. it had other functions too.. XD) anyway.. once my laptop is back.. i sure will upload the pictures... INCLUDING the pictures from AME Christmas Party!! wooohhhooo! (Prom party as our theme)... weeee! I really had fun although we had no time to sleep.. lolz (videoke all night!!!!) A bunch of thanks: Alet - for the great event! and nice venue! Ann chan - for the TRANCE watch! weee! i love it! Klaine - for the Naruto button pin ^^ Buta chan - errr...for the yaoi candy!!! wahahah! it was sugoi! (i felt so evil) lolz Mikai - for the cd with some yaoi stuffs... wooohooo! plus the foods! XD Kristel - for the cute teddy! it was really funny coz we really "exchanged" gifts Nice - for being our makeup artist! expert desu! (totemo jouzu desu ne!!!) Airis - for curling my hair.. XD hhhmmm.. i guess that's it for now! I had to update my fic already.. and the longer I type here.. the more the possibility of draining out my creative juices.. lolz >_<
Sunday, December 11, 2005 ....[*[a few thanks and all...]*]....
It has been a while since I last posted.. and i would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who attended our gigs for this year and supported us.. especially Boom, Earl and Jonats! screaming fans desu! XD wahahah FFgathering was the last for this year. ^_^ and it all went out well! (except for some major mishaps caused by meowmeow... don't ask please..) thanks to Reia for the brownies! and thanks for your comments! ^_^ Anyways.. don't fret! XD we have already have 3 gigs lined up for next year! waaah! I can't wait to practice.. practice... practice!!!!! I also would like to thank my dad for purchasing a digital camera on such a short notice.. It was that fateful Saturday.. "dad, we're singing today and I don't have anything to cover the event" "what about Ikay's cam?" "she's using it today..." "Okay, let's go to the mall then we'll see..." I was planning to buy the P5,999 worth of camera coz I was afraid may dad will fret.. but I was really shocked coz he wanted something which can record videos with clear audio.. so I went home with something worth xxx php! XD imagine the discrepancy between what I was planning! I love you dad!!!!!!!!! Okay enough of that... this Saturday.. tRANCE will be at the Ozine fest as Tsubasa Chronicle characters again.. I was really planning to go as Rabi en Rose from digicharat but my little sister fell in love with the costume..(i had it made already) so she'll be going as that character instead.. XD (poor me...) lolz We'll be joining the karaoke contest to.. but as individual contestants.. it will be just for fun though.. ahahah! But we'll still be asking for screaming people desu! I dunno, but I'm always composed if there are lots of people screaming.. like what happened in kAME Ulit.. I was shaky at first but when people started screaming, waving, and singing with us.. I became at ease onstage! Thanks to all of you again! I am currently thinking about operationalizing the biggest decision in my entire life.. it is something personal but so many things are at stake... am i willing to risk everything for the sake of happiness? but the biggest question is... Am I really going to be happy? When can you say that "enough is enough?" waaaahh! I'm confused... Oh and I was hoping I wouldn't see the scheming devil girl/SOCIAL CLIMBER again at the Ozinefest.. or else I might go "berserk" XD
Saturday, December 03, 2005 ....[*[Rise by Gabrielle]*]....
I know that it's over But I can't believe we're through They said that time's a healer And I'm better without you It's gonna take time I know But I'll get over you Look at my life Look at my heart I have seen them fall apart Now I'm ready to rise again Look at my hopes Look at my dreams I'm building bridges from these scenes Now I'm ready to rise again Caught up in my thinking, yeah Like a prisoner in my mind You pose so many questions But the truth was hard to find I better think twice I know That I'll get over you Much time has passed between us Do you still think of me at all? My world of broken promises Now you won't catch me when I fall why did i post this one? go figure...
Thursday, December 01, 2005 ....[*[Another Plug]*]....
couldn't tell yah everything that happened during the fair coz i was busy.. anyway.. maybe next time... but before i log out... please please come and support tRANCE at Final Fantasy the Gathering! Kolumn Bar Timog entrance is at 100php with free drinks. Hope to see yah there! we'll be singing A final fantasy medley.... XD
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Music
these are some of my favorite songs.. more songs to be uploaded soon..
The Webmistress
made the doll in such a way that it looked sorta like me.. plus the pink outfit.. gah! Meet my counterpart.. PORKY! ^^ Name: Rosalin Angeli C. Merez Age: 19 School: UP Diliman Course: CommRes ^^ Hobbies: Drawing, singing, PLAYING RPGs (you know, the ff series, and yeah! online games! woohoo! hooray for ragnarok!), collecting anime and cutesy stuffs, shoes.. lots of em, cosplaying, instrument: piano, tinkering weblayouts, fanfic writing Loves meowmeow! pink.. chocolates (ESP. Cadbury Hazelnuts).. almost anything.. lolz jk! well..the best way to bribe me is through my stomach and sweet tooth XD Hates posers, people who think they're high and mighty, backstabbers, gooey stuffs, blood and gore sorceress_ran@yahoo.com That's about it I guess... (for now..)
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