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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

....[*[Story of a Jinxed Girl]*]....

I've been very busy this what? past 3 or 2 weeks? Sad coz i didn't even have time to update my blog nor DA.. XD i was so frustrated with everything.. seemed like I filtered all the bad luck this world can give..

First and foremost.. for the past 2 weeks.. I've been living in the UP Main library.. always carrying 2 equally heavy and big bags.. one for my things and thick books plus 1 for a 3kg laptop.. I don't have time to rest.. (more like, i have no right to rest) i had to bring the darn laptop everyday so I could do the papers anytime, anywhere.. (stupid lib won't let me in at first because i have two big bags with me)I've been reading all day long, all week (well.. a few naps inside the lib.. lol) EVERYNIGHT I always cry out of frustration.. >_< yet I couldn't tell anyone coz they wouldn't understand.. (some would keep telling me, "no its alright.. I feel the same.. I'm busy too..." but no... they just don't know how much!)

Its hard to study and work at the same time.. lolz I don't really need extra money but I was so eager to buy techie stuffs and have new costumes.. I couldn't ask my dad for it coz he just bought a very expensive digicam and laptop for me.. Now I'm working as my prof's research assistant (2 months contract, P11,000 was way too tempting to pass up)

All practices for the Tomasinotaku Nihon Night performance was a very big sacrifice for me.. i had no time to spare but I know that I should! Thankfully it went out very well.. SPECIAL THANKS to Neil of Do Ahou and Dawn of New Fallen Snow for our music.. >_< photos and videos? I will post the link soon.. ^_^ some pics were uploaded here though.. but not finished yet. (I'm the smallest bunny girl in the group) >_< all the hard work paid off.. I was told that our manager was approached by HERO Channel coz they have an event this march.. wah! Hopefully I wouldn't be too busy by then! and yeah all sorts of guys have surfaced.. now I don't have enough load to text them all! >_< but I'm thanking them for their attention.. I'm not bitter in any way.. thanks! ^^

some of our pics, not done uploading

Our next gig will be on april I think... for the Ongaku fest again... and Ozinefest.. my next costumes will be Reverie Metherlence of Erementar Gerad and Ashe of Final Fantasy 12.. >_<

I'll be singing again for our Commrespondents launch on Monday for the intermission.. XD I don't have time for practice.. waaahh! so I'm singing Tsubasa from Tsubasa Chronicles.. ahahah! you can listen to the song in my blog.. ^_^

Hmmm... what else? yeah.. my laptop crashed.. awww too bad for me.. my dad's not going to buy me another one til after 2 months.. I'll have to wait by then! Now I've learned my lesson.. laptops get tired too.. ahahah! but I have too many papers by the end of march!!! aaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!

another thing.. I have papers for my film class yet I haven't watched any of them yet nor read any of the film theories for basis.. and yeah after the exam I forgot all the technical terms.. I can identify the film techniques.. but I'm not sure if I can still name them..

Two, how bad can it get? The movies were supposed to be Brokeback Mountain and Memoirs of a Geisha.. but Memoirs of a Geisha was replaced by my prof.. replaced by a movie entitled Close To You (a local film) aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! The horror! we're supposed to review a local film currently shown in the theaters.. it was the only one! we had no choice! what makes these kinds of film tick? I DONT KNOW! how can I answer that? gah! its supposed to be due on this fri.. ack! somebody help me! >_<

I was supposed to pass a final paper this mon.. how did a 15 pages long paper made me cry? first, because I had to go to a funeral parlor to do the interview.. (thanks for everything meowmeow!) two, the professor was sooooo OC.. and a terror one at that, so I had to be OC to.. I became totally obsessed I think.. THREE.. three of the computers in our house were busted! all at the same time! on a sunday night! (paper due on mon) GOD! I almost broke down.. good thing.. I can still work with the other one.. but the computer constantly ticked me off.. I can't save it.. I don't have any copy.. after I've printed it, I have to type it again because that was just a final draft we're supposed to pass.. geez.. I'm the luckiest person on earth!

Errr.. too much rants.. that's it for now.. til next time! thanks for reading! ^_^

Ran 5:05 AM

Thursday, February 02, 2006

....[*[Congratulations Daddy!]*]....

My dad has just told us that Pres. GMA had just signed his appointment as a Municipal trial court Judge! yey! finally! I know that he was really waiting for it and I was glad that it finally happened! Good Job daddy! love yah! >_< I was hoping I would get an allowance increase for this! hahah! kidding! again.. Congrats dad!

Ran 2:54 AM

Music

these are some of my favorite songs.. more songs to be uploaded soon..

The Webmistress

made the doll in such a way that it looked sorta like me.. plus the pink outfit.. gah! Meet my counterpart.. PORKY! ^^

Name: Rosalin Angeli C. Merez

Age: 19

School: UP Diliman

Course: CommRes ^^

Hobbies: Drawing, singing, PLAYING RPGs (you know, the ff series, and yeah! online games! woohoo! hooray for ragnarok!), collecting anime and cutesy stuffs, shoes.. lots of em, cosplaying, instrument: piano, tinkering weblayouts, fanfic writing

Loves

meowmeow! pink.. chocolates (ESP. Cadbury Hazelnuts).. almost anything.. lolz jk! well..the best way to bribe me is through my stomach and sweet tooth XD

Hates

posers, people who think they're high and mighty, backstabbers, gooey stuffs, blood and gore

Email

sorceress_ran@yahoo.com

That's about it I guess... (for now..)

err yeah.. please visit my DA too! look for the link below.. thanks!

Linkage