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Saturday, April 01, 2006

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Dear Bloggie,

I know that I've neglected you and I haven't posted for about 48

years now. It's just that I was very busy and I was thinking of

committing hara-kiri already! but of course I couldn't slit myself

rectangle style, they might just chop off my head instead..

ahahaha! You See? I wasn't even in the right frame of mind!

Okie.. enough of morbid stuffs..

Let me give you brief background on how I am doing now:

1. I haven't slept enough for almost a month, If I was lucky

enough, I'd get 2-3 hrs of sleep per day

2. I looked like a zombie

3. I'm brain dead

4. I am SO agitated everyday I'd scream anytime, anywhere

5. Crying was my only way of releasing everything! worse, my

blockmates already dubbed me as a crybaby

6. Osteoporosis is on the way for carrying a laptop anytime

anywhere. worse, it might break down anytime soon

7. Meowmeow said that I need a miracle in order to finish

everything! yeah I guess so.. I'm not superwoman (I realized

finally.lolz)

I wouldn't want to disclose other stuffs, but yeah, I guess this

is the time where a person's true color is bound to be revealed,

and I hate those people! Even if they do realize what they had

just said and apologized, I still don't think I'd look at them the

same way again. Just as Sir Varona had said, or at least what I

had remembered: "You can't take back the words you said". What's

done is done! I'm really sorry, I might not treat any of them in

the same way again.

Just wanna thank ma'am Pernia for treating us all (15 of us) with

a cup of coffee and some foods at Seattle's Best just to discuss

the presentation, that was so touching! XD Although we're aware

that she has lots of money to spare, still, that was something a

normal professor wouldn't do! ^_^;;

ABOUT OUR PUBLIC PRESENTATION

Quotes:

See? I told you you're good! - Ma'am Pernia

That was a tough act to follow - Ma'am Umali

You're a very energetic class! - Ma'am Umali and Ma'am Pernia

In a span of four yrs here in masscom, this is the coolest exhibit

I've seen! *points at everything* that's good! Etc. - random cute

girl stranger

Hip hip hooray! - our class

Yes, the presentation was a success! That was a large crowd that

we have gathered.. of course we're thanking our important guests

who managed to spare time from their busy schedules to attend the

presentation.. we'd also like to thanks McDonald's for being the

food sponsor (150 chicken meals! Woah!)

Thanks to Kuya Neil too for coming and for staying until 12:30.

Thanks for sparing us a little of your time before going to your

practice. >_< and for the DOA CD too, yay! Complete songs! XD (PS:

maybe you should learn to play the violin too!) jk!

Of course I'd also like to thank each of my blockmates for

supporting each other in times of cholera.. my Goodness, before

the presentation, everything that could go wrong went wrong!

(wrong tarp layout , 3 tarps all in all, wrong press kit ) what a

waste of money.. but of course, we worked together instead of

blaming each other so everything went out well..

But of course, one big thanks goes out to meow meow!!! Thanks for

listening to me everyday, even though I know you're sick of

hearing me cry every single night, lolz and for lending me your

laptop... you saved my life! Heheh! I promise I'll buy another

laptop this summer so that your RO bots won't be put on hold too!

^_^v peace!

I felt that heaven and earth has been lifted upon my shoulder

after the presentation.. you see, it was the biggest burden of

all.. all my subjects, activities and life were put on hold

because of that, sleep became the unreachable dream for me during

those times. >_< but it was worth it!

"No more tears!" - Rai
------------ you bet!!!

There was one thing I'm frustrated though, for 3 agonizing weeks,

we were working on the analysis, scripts, presentation,

powerpoint, exhibits, all the hardships, pain, tears, screams,

were all condensed into a three hour presentation.. Just like

that, it ended! >_< Life is still not fair...

But I'm still happy, coz now my life goes back to normal.. I can

finally move on! As a proof, I've already encoded my work, 56

content analysis forms down, 144 websites more to content analyze

and encode!!! Weee! Not bad huh? >_< and I'll finally update my DA

and fanfic.. yeah! >_<

For next week I have 3 exams, Commres175-Management , Sociology

101 and Film 100.. Gee!

Two final papers too.. one full blown paper for a Gender Discourse

on Anime (we'll be using a quanti-quali method. I hope we could

finish that by weekend) and one case study for management.. ahahah

But I'm currently not that bitter! I swear! >_<

And for that, I'm formally ending this letter to you my dear

bloggie. I'm sorry it was so long, just felt like I have to tell

you everything.. thanks for listening! ^_^

And to you dear reader who had the patience to read this.. many

thanks to you too! MWAH! Till next time! ^_^

Again..THANKS to Ma'am Pernia for treating us.. weee! 3 domino's

pizza.. waaaaaahhh! we love you maam! She told us that until

today.. so many people were congratulating her.. >_<

I'll update my artworks next week.. wee!

Ran 8:43 AM

Music

these are some of my favorite songs.. more songs to be uploaded soon..

The Webmistress

made the doll in such a way that it looked sorta like me.. plus the pink outfit.. gah! Meet my counterpart.. PORKY! ^^

Name: Rosalin Angeli C. Merez

Age: 19

School: UP Diliman

Course: CommRes ^^

Hobbies: Drawing, singing, PLAYING RPGs (you know, the ff series, and yeah! online games! woohoo! hooray for ragnarok!), collecting anime and cutesy stuffs, shoes.. lots of em, cosplaying, instrument: piano, tinkering weblayouts, fanfic writing

Loves

meowmeow! pink.. chocolates (ESP. Cadbury Hazelnuts).. almost anything.. lolz jk! well..the best way to bribe me is through my stomach and sweet tooth XD

Hates

posers, people who think they're high and mighty, backstabbers, gooey stuffs, blood and gore

Email

sorceress_ran@yahoo.com

That's about it I guess... (for now..)

err yeah.. please visit my DA too! look for the link below.. thanks!

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