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Sunday, April 30, 2006

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i haven't posted in a while because i was so fucking busy... (notice the harsh word) I haven't had real time for myself.. and if I did.. it ends soon enough like it was only a split second. Let me give a few recaps regarding my whole week:

1. Hero TV recording and music video making - a new experience and something cool too ayt? Let me tell you this.. I'm proud and happy but also dead tired at the same time.. i think i told you before that the call time was at 3am.. well yeah.. 3am is my bedtime.. as expected, i didn't get any sleep at all.. i couldn't sing well enough and i wasn't happy with the result.. >_< add to that... I experienced a VERY VERY sharp migraine during the afternoon.. as it turned out.. while Neil was recording all the guitar thingies for our music.. i was fast asleep... on the floor.. and when I woke up.. my headache hadn't changed at all.. add to that, X the drummer got my picture while sleeping.. it looked like something you could post at a porn website.. thanks a lot! >_< oh wells...

i realized i couldn't go home alone because of the stupid migraine thing.. but i knew i had to.. no one can accompany me back home.. it was so scary.. while going home.. i couldn't see the road.. i was almost hit by a car.. damn.. >_<

Music video? fun! i love taking pictures of myself but i realized that I am still camera-shy after all.. i couldn't move.. hahah they couldn't get any emotions from me >_< maybe it was because of the hot lighting and several cameras.. or the stress.... i'm not for showbiz after all.. hahah! sir eric kept on calling me jessica jones, jonita jones, and in the end.. angelica jones! i don't look like her at all.. waaahhh!

maybe the music video will turn out funny.. :p as for the interview... i found myself saying all sorts of stuffs which doesn't make any sense at all.. gracious.. hahah!

2. The double internship thing - i was accepted at hmmm... a survey company.. i don't wanna divulge because some people can actually reach my blog if they searched for the company name. The experience was... HORRIFYING. yeah.. that wasn't really the exact word but that was an understatement for me.. first.. commuting was really hard.. at least 3 hours everyday.. pocket strain and emotionally draining.. the environment wasn't good also.. it brought about a certain health decline for me.. asthma attacks.. sharp migraine attacks everyday.. add to that.. the office looked like a certain dungeon for me.. some employees were kind... but others? they were !@#$%#$@@#$$#@@#$##$%!%#%^& - got the point? i don't wanna go back anymore.. actually my dad told me to stop going there... he couldn't entertain the idea of me going there everyday... yeah my sister told my parents everything..

i should have been contented with mam mateo.. wah! she's so kind.. >_<

3. Ongaku Project:Old School New school
with my health declining, too much work, and severe cough.. i couldn't concentrate on practices.. in fact.. i'm still memorizing the songs on the very same day of the gig.. sheesh.. add to that.. i forgot some of the lyrics while singing.. i'm so sorry... *cries* i've done everything i could.. although some people congratulated and told me that the performance was great and astounding... i couldn't get over it.. good thing that my microphone was not loud and the lyrics that i forgot were those with ann and nice.. i guess that my faults were unnoticed after all... i'll post some videos after i've uploaded everything

all the bands were great! ermm.. especially the very person that i'm stalking.. >_< hahah! the venue was hot.. had another migraine attack... my cough got worse.. i'm sort of claustrophobic so it was a bad thinga.. what else? ah! i was expecting certain people but they never came.. especially meowmeow.. i kept looking everywhere hoping that he decided to suprise me and came after all.. but he was never that type of person... i kept looking at some guy because it looked like him but i ended up embarassed because the guy noticed.. it wasn't him.. >_<

4. TS Online
I became addicted to this online game in such a short while.. it was something different.. PS RPG Style.. well almost.. summons... wah! i loved it! uhm.. i'm not so sure where to buy its load though.. help! my username? YurikaMisumaru.. an orange haired fellow.. hahah! I can lend you my installer if you want to try it! just leave a message in my tagboard!

5. Current Health
bad.. very bad... bleeding (literally) for 3 weeks already because of over low blood.. bruises kept popping anywhere.. all day migraine attacks.. slight insomnia.. blurring vision.. am i still normal??? I need to go and see a doctor immediately.. i'm paranoid already...

uhm.. i guess that my post became too long.. i'll try to update again next time...

Ran 6:33 AM

Music

these are some of my favorite songs.. more songs to be uploaded soon..

The Webmistress

made the doll in such a way that it looked sorta like me.. plus the pink outfit.. gah! Meet my counterpart.. PORKY! ^^

Name: Rosalin Angeli C. Merez

Age: 19

School: UP Diliman

Course: CommRes ^^

Hobbies: Drawing, singing, PLAYING RPGs (you know, the ff series, and yeah! online games! woohoo! hooray for ragnarok!), collecting anime and cutesy stuffs, shoes.. lots of em, cosplaying, instrument: piano, tinkering weblayouts, fanfic writing

Loves

meowmeow! pink.. chocolates (ESP. Cadbury Hazelnuts).. almost anything.. lolz jk! well..the best way to bribe me is through my stomach and sweet tooth XD

Hates

posers, people who think they're high and mighty, backstabbers, gooey stuffs, blood and gore

Email

sorceress_ran@yahoo.com

That's about it I guess... (for now..)

err yeah.. please visit my DA too! look for the link below.. thanks!

Linkage