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Friday, May 19, 2006 ....[*[RAN = RANts]*]....
I was born to RANt!!! hahah! okay... corny.... That was one helluva week... with all that work and everything. I was just sad that some of my blockmate's OJT days are almost over... for them anyway.. this is their last day! While me... it seemed like I was just starting; ahahah come to think of it... my work will continue till the next semester starts.. and I'm going to be paid for it! however.. my body and mind craves for something... something they have been deprived in such a long while.. REST! I've always wanted to file for a leave of absence.. just one sem.. *laughs* but that's not possible.. :D Good thing ma'am mateo extended the deadline till monday.. i can finally breathe.. but my SPSS (statistical software) is missing!!!! I have to buy another one... what great luck... Too bad for me... Anyways.. I've always hated CRS!!!! dang.. Since time immemmorial I never got the classes I wanted.. -______-;; CRS hates me too!! :(( you see... my schedule for the next sem is sooo... sooo.. I don't even want to talk about it... *cries* As if that wasn't enough.. I'm in bitter mode forever.. yet nobody seemed to care.. I wanted to have someone I could talk to.. yet no one came to my rescue.. you know... It's hard enough for me to open up... but some people never bothered to take some time off their busy schedules, or take a break from what they were doing.. I'm not demanding or something... but I just wanted someone who will listen... you know... you don't have to emphatize or understand me... I don't even need any advices coz I'm too stubborn to follow it anyway... just listen... or just pretend that you do... demmet! To divert my attention for a while from work... I got into this interesting hobby.. avatar making!! ahahah! and I made one for each day just to represent what I'm feeling.. In fact, each one has it's own story... so next time you log in to yahoo messenger.. check out what avvie I'm using to know my mood.. hahah! :)  Monday.. The original me... bunny girl/pinkie/genki mode.. that was me at the start of this week! :D well duh.. i had no idea of what's in store for me!! :D  Tuesday.. Hair is getting darker... horns... well.. they're showing coz I'm getting grumpy.. but I'm still trying to keep my cool.. so there.. she's cool huh? ^^  Wednesday... so much work... one person tried to pick a fight with me.. I'm getting really really depressed and bitter.. I'M HOLDING OUT FOR A HERO!! *sings* kidding! yeah.. sorta like that... say.. the avvie was patterned after Li Syaoran.. i love the guy! hahah! I wanted him to have black wings... but oh well.. not very heroic looking. ^_^  Thursday... you see... nobody came to my rescue... so there... darker pink hair.. complete transformation... horns got longer... the face was err.. not too nice looking.. the trident.. ready to poke at any one who tries to piss me off.. Actually.. i was very very frustrated and in danger of being pissed off easily.. still.. no one wanted to listen to me..  Friday.. the latest.. well I tried to solve the problem.. and it seems that fate is finally giving me a chance.. my prof decided to give me another chance.. so there.. I can finally see light at the end of the tunnel.. (well a little though) and so there.. another complete transformation... blue... because for me the color has a calming effect.. so peaceful... Yeah.. so there you have it! ^_^ cute stuffs right? *crosses fingers*
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Music
these are some of my favorite songs.. more songs to be uploaded soon..
The Webmistress
made the doll in such a way that it looked sorta like me.. plus the pink outfit.. gah! Meet my counterpart.. PORKY! ^^ Name: Rosalin Angeli C. Merez Age: 19 School: UP Diliman Course: CommRes ^^ Hobbies: Drawing, singing, PLAYING RPGs (you know, the ff series, and yeah! online games! woohoo! hooray for ragnarok!), collecting anime and cutesy stuffs, shoes.. lots of em, cosplaying, instrument: piano, tinkering weblayouts, fanfic writing Loves meowmeow! pink.. chocolates (ESP. Cadbury Hazelnuts).. almost anything.. lolz jk! well..the best way to bribe me is through my stomach and sweet tooth XD Hates posers, people who think they're high and mighty, backstabbers, gooey stuffs, blood and gore sorceress_ran@yahoo.com That's about it I guess... (for now..)
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